I'm just not sure..
if this is worth fighting for.
if this is worth keeping alive.

Finished my first black long-cat scarf :3
Tom and azn jenn are going to sell one of the scarves i left in Cambridge for me, so ill have money waiting for me when i get there :D So happy!
No pictures of the black scarf yet.. ill do that some other time when it's sunny, i dislike using flash.
Sadly, i have no confirmed scarves on any of the 3 black scarves or the 3 white ones im making this week :(
I really need to set up paypal so i can sell them online/to people not in Cambridge or Niagara Falls.

Also! Going shopping today paid for by my dad :D He's taking my mom, middle sister, and I out to buy some clothes, books, and whatever else we need. I am so spoiled, but so happy! Though, i'm probably going to save like.. half of however much i get to spend 'cause Tom's prom is in a few months and i wanna make sure i can fully afford it. Plus i wanna get my G1 (i'm 18 turning 19, i think it's about time i go get it >.> I NEED I.D.)

Anywho, gonna go get ready for shopping :3

No, the title is NOT a lady gaga reference.
I've been doing so much sewing lately! (by machine AND by hand!) It's pretty great though :3
For the weekend after this one, I'm for sure selling four things (one thing is being sold for me this weekend, but i dont get the money til i visit). Two scarves and two tampon/pad pouches! So excited :3
I went to michaels and bought an embroidery hoop to use for silk screening, which i plan on starting to do soon !
So i'm going to be one busy lady xD
But i make money from it and i enjoy sewing, so it's alright with me.
I have quite a few people who WANT a scarf but just don't have the money at this time.. so hopefully they'll get some money and buy some scarves ! :D

Also, Tom went home yesterday which sucked.. but i spent friday-monday at his house and he spent monday-wednesday at mine.. and i know i had an excellent time and i hope he did as well. I almost ended up crying sleeping alone last night :( It completely sucked. I just always get so used to having him to snuggle with before bed and when i wake up. *sigh* why did i have to move this far? Why can't Cambridge and Niagara be closer together?
He started his first day of second semester today, so i hope everything goes well.

Anyway, i'm off to wash some fabric so i can start sewing later today!~

So that means new blogskin ~ :3
January Blogskin:

Anyway, just got back from Fabric Land to buy materials for scarves!
Ive had 3 confirmed sales and at least 2 more just deciding on the colour (im making them available in black also!)
Sadly, fabricland didn't have any black fleece q.q so i'm going to go to lens mills in cambridge to see if they have any in stock (and hopefully on sale or not too expensive!)

Tom's also over ! (though he goes home tomorrow) so he's the first person to come to my house that isn't family or my parents friends.. it's been.. well normal. We're doing what we'd do at his house pretty much, haha.

Not too much that i can think of to write right now, ciao!~

Finished the long-cat scarf yesterday :D
It's sooo cute i almost want one for myself! (maybe one day after i sell a few)
Azn Jenn wants one now too, so if i give them both their scarves this weekend ill have 70 dollars! Like a 50 dollar profit : D
I'm hoping i can sell one more (i only have enough fleece for 1 more!) for this weekend.. then id have $105 :O
Which is awesome cause there's so much stuff i want! Some hot black boots, a couple more piercings (in my ears), some base makeup (foundation/concealer), and maybe eventually a tattoo (if i can sell like 5! lol)

If you want one message me on facebook!  http://www.facebook.com/jennbristow?ref=profile
They're only 35 dollars (cost of materials + my valuable time!)

Also, i'm trying out rollers to curl my hair! I look laaaaaaaame ahahahhaa